on: 2004-11-29 @: 11:10 a.m.

Such a loser.

hmm i'm in a really bad mood for some reason. business lesson cancelled cos teacher not here. first lesson with other teacher was quite fun but seemed to go really slowly. hmm this is so random im really grumpy but im sat here in the computer room listening to my cd and dancing to it. im struggling not to dance lol. theres a dark cloud outside but thats ok cos i have my pink wellies on and my pink umbrella with me. theres quite a few people in a bad mood today. hmm i feel like a loser but i'm not particularly bothered by it lol.
I feel really confused about things at this precise moment in time. argh. i'll change the subject.
A line from a song: There is hope for all to find peace. I shall discuss this with myself. world peace-is this ever likely to happen? it seems this would be perfect. but there is the whole if u havent experienced war u will not appreciate peace. world peace is not likely what with the george bushes of this world. And terrorists i dont understand these things no religion condones killing others. religion shouldnt be used in this way. also the more people have the less they appreciate it so if there was peace would people appreciate it. perhaps by the quote it means inner peace as the quote "as long as you maintain the inner peace it does not really matter what confusion reigns ooutside" I think this is pretty true. U will be happier if u are peaceful in your mind. there will still be fighting in the world but u will be able to realise that those little arguments u have don't really matter, not to be angry at people. etc. its interesting peace could mean so many things. calm and quiet but in a film calm and quiet usually leads to something bad happening. does peace mean no evil? what does it mean all i know is that i want peace. u have to want peace for it to happen. if u are happy to get angry at people so that u argue then there is no peace. peace is something very special that should not be fought over. so go now and think about what ur view of peace is and how u can achieve it. let go ur grudges and u will find u will be a lot happier for it if u have truly let go then u will have inner peace and we can move on to trying to achieve a wider peace. PEACE.

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