on: 2005-08-17 @: 10:54 a.m.

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hello mon petit chickpeas as kimmi would say. here i am again trying to pass time before a driving lesson. i am still getting nervous about them which is silly because nothing has gone majorly wrong. so yes later i am seeing ellie and as it is such a lovely day we are going for a picnic. ben has kindly said he will give me a lift which is cool. exam results tomorrow i have already started having strange dreams about them. which must mean i am worried. which i am i just want to know now. just 24hours to wait. argh im so scared. i'm worried that i will have convinced myself ive got higher grades than i have and will then be upset even though they are perfectly respectable grades. ah well i don't know eventually i will inform you i dont know whether i will have the time tomorrow and i definately wont on friday so it may well be after ive been on holiday that you are informed. in other news i weighed myself earlier and i weigh less. wow how clever of me. my official diet i started and gave up on made my target date 2moro and if i had succeeded i wud only have had to weigh 3lbs less. so thats cool. i think ive lost weight because i havent really been that hungry lately and ive been trying to eat more healthily.hmm its only just gone 11 ive got a little while yet before driving. what to do? nehoo cu guys xxx

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